Dreams

I recently watched a documentary about Zoe Sugg and her success.

It inspired me to write a post about it and it leads me to the topic of dreams. Every single person in the whole entire dreams, some people have their dreams come true and some don’t.

I am one of these people who haven’t even sorted it out. I tried everything, what I mean by this, I did ballet, piano, guitar, gym and shit… I also tried doing Youtube and then nothing happens at all, you know what I mean?

I have posted so much videos in YouTube, I even did vlogs since majority of the people that watch Zoe and her friends,  like vlogs. So I make vlogs as much as them but still no one watches no matter how many times post/promote my channel.

Seeing how big YouTubers get I feel like I should do it too, since they’ve started just like me. It’s sort of weird that a girl like me, who doesn’t put that much make up on and I don't even know how to put make up on. I started putting but then I put too much and when I do wear make up, the only thing that I put is mascara and lipstick. I’ve watched so much make up tutorials but to no avail I still fail to put make up on.

I don't even put make up to begin with.

I’ve titled this blog post “Dreams” because it's a person to just me but to everyone else around the world. I have tons of dreams but my number one dream is too change the world, I want to be a singer but then I am too shy to actually post a video of myself singing. But anyway, it doesn't matter what I am doing but I know that I’d be changing the world.

For me, it is not bad to dream because its sort of a freedom. Why? Because no one tells you to be different, do you know what I mean? I feel like I am not making any sense at all.

Seeing that video documentary of Zoe and how she started was inspiring because she never gave up on her dreams and she has a book as well as a beauty line. The thing about me is when I enjoy doing something when I am into something I actually continue doing it but when I know something doesn't really like or enjoy what I am doing that's when I give up.

I give up on myself.

I give up on what I am doing.

I know that you can get to your dreams when you push yourself to the limit, especially if I know I enjoy doing something.

Anyway, dreams are meant to come true.

Believe in yourself.

I guess this blogspot is also my hope that I can be someone who can inspire everybody. I hope that I can inspire some of you to achieve your dreams. I know I am just a small blog but remember that if you love something hold on to it.

My dreams are worth fighting for, so are yours, darling. Fight for it because you’re a star. I am talking nonsense here but you know it’s true.

You have all the weapons here, use it. Now fight. – Dr. Gorski

I was watching Sucker Punch the other day, I was watching this particular scene where Dr. Gorski was telling Babydoll that line, I was tearing up a bit becayse it pushed me to do better in college as well as this blog writing thing. I have all the weapons that I need that I just need to use.

I have so much advice for you guys but my main advice for you is that line from Sucker Punch above.

Zoe Sugg is someone I look up to and I feel like she’s telling me this and that I am Babydoll, ya know? I just need the right push and Zoe has given me that push.

I leave you with this quote, darling.

“Be the change you want to be.”

All the love.

xxB